No, nothing has changed, just to warn all of you who were hoping for an exciting revelation about my life. As I have thought about how steady my life has become, I started to think about all those people who would LOVE the consistency that I have. Steady job, wonderful family, great friends, amazing school, etc. So many friends of mine tell me how scared they are of change, and how they wish they could just keep their lives steady and consistent.
Why is it that I don't have that fear? I CRAVE change. BIG change. Yes, I don't want to lose those steady parts of my life like family, friends, the gospel, etc, but change is EXCITING for me. New job opportunities are always enticing, and doing study abroad or internships are constantly tempting me. I get a little restless here in Provo as I look at internships in London with Sothebys, think about moving to New York, wanting to travel the world and see what is out there. Change doesn't feel negative to me. Maybe MY challenge is to learn to make my life's consistencies exciting...or just figure out how to make all those changes I crave a reality!
3 comments:
I think that you should try to make some of those exciting changes a reality. Once you "settle down" more, although life will change and be different for other reasons, it will be difficult to still travel and take up jobs or internships in other places. Good luck and I hope you find something to excite you! Miss you :)
Do it! Whatever is in you're considering right now, do it! Do it, do it, do it.
What you've shared shows that you have established and built a rock solid foundation in your life. Now go and build the house that sits on this foundation.
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